13th

Today is the 13th of August 2011. I almost forgot that today is my dad's birthday. I want to say something about my dad but I'd rather not because I might get too emotional hahaha...We don't talked that much and we are not vocal of how we feel. We are not that close unlike my sister Hazel. Even though we are that strange I know for a fact that he will always be there in times I'll need him the most (I've already proven that). He may not be a perfect father but he is a good one. Hey! no one is perfect in this big crazy world right?

He may not read this but I still want to say thank you dad for every thing and have a happy birthday! This one's for you...

I'll Remember You

I've seen this video entitled I'll Remember You in Youtube by accident. It was during the time that my heart is aching and longing for a friend that I've lost along the way for some reasons I can't comprehend yet until now. I'm still missing her that much. I only have few friends in this lifetime and she's one of my treasured friends. I kept on telling my self that every thing has its reasons and time will come that I'm going to understand the reasons behind all these. My only wish right now is that, it will come soon. I've read comments in Youtube about this song and mostly people are dedicating this to their ex-boyfriends but in my case I'm dedicating this to a dear friend...my bestfriend, my truth in every lie, my sanity in my crazy world, my sanctuary...